Life is a funny thing.
It all started exactly 2 months ago. I was on a boring, annual medical checkup, one I had planned to skip altogether, but somehow I went. Cardio, orthodontist, blood, gynecologist (Oh, sorry, wrong room) and abdomen US. Booooriiing, until that US doctor, who happen to be nephrologist.
So she started, move right, now left, you know you have to lose some weight (Please kill me), and now left. So she stopped. “Now...”. I know exactly what that now means, combined with the silence and the facial expression. I heard it 8 years ago, when I was with my mother in the emergency. “You must go immediately to a abdomen CT, here is your card.
So I went the same day to the CT. It was a decision I had to think more about as I see it now, because if the CT doctor and lab personnel are not good, you will have more problems later. So the WAIT started, people passing, smiling and you don’t give a simple fuck, simply because you are waiting and this consumes tour world.
Well... the doctor said, giving me the results... here are the results. So?
Well you should go to an urologist. Really good we put the contrast. This should be removed.
At this point, time stops, you are simply no longer there.
“The formation looks like a cyst, but it is enhancing on contrast”
After back and forth on 5 more opinions, here I am, ready for the surgery tomorrow.