day 19 // 10.18.14
i went to all my classes. i haven't practiced piano enough my teacher was mad. i didn't eat at all. i had lots of weird interactions with homeless people//strangers. a lady meowed at me. a muslim man kept telling me he was a good muslim, and could i please tell him where the mosque was? i really did not know where the mosque was, but no matter how many times i told him this--and that i was deeply sorry--he would not stop until a kind, strange man told him to please leave me alone. i still felt terrible. poor man. i hope he found his mosque. i have so much homework. and an orthodontist appointment tomorrow. and a headache right now. and a greys anatomy episode to finish.
@sylviaplath if i had been on the right train & seen u i probably would have cried & screamed so. btw ty for the nice words tbh i'm at the level of stress where i'm stressed and also don't care so i can always let go if it's getting too much. weird. part of the whole thing where i care and am maddeningly apathetic at the same time. ps th boy did the thing where he takes something that belongs to u so ur forced to go after him and talk 2 him to get it back. middle school flirting tbh but like. w/e
@infallible omfg i need to talk to u theres a gossipy thing omfg. also i'm rereading comm and now i think of you every time i see james call lily infallible