you learn valuable lessons when you lose out on blessings. i’ll never have stress and i can easily confess that love fucked me up. my choice to love those who didn’t love themselves was a journey of self worth and self discovery. in a way i didn’t love myself and seeing people truly not love themselves at all showed me what can and will happen if i am self sacrificing to a fault. love is beautiful but also it also teaches you patience, acceptance and things about yourself only being around someone else can teach you.