Sometimes I wake up with a Heavy cloud that stand above my head...
I open my eyes, a sense of “nothingness” is in the cloud that’s hovers over my head.
This cloud that’s with me when I wake up until the end of my day is hard to explain. It’s like this cloud control me. My thoughts, my moves, and my brain..
through out my day, I can’t feel any emotions, the only emotion I feel is “nothingness”
Through the day my mind goes “why” and “what”
I can’t keep track of how many times this cloud has woke up with me.... I wish I know what exactly that is causing this cloud to be part of my life. I can say this, this cloud only has be with me the pass year..
the weird thing is, that I can’t think of how to get ride of this cloud, part of me is trying but other part isn’t and is telling me I’m fine no need to try... #writer #depression #feelings #story #words #mind