break-ups are hard right ? broke up with boyfriend for 4 yrs we been together. I wasn't happy while I was with him there was this girl I hate so much. I wanted her dead. If she was dead I would be happy with him. This girl I hate she got between us, I'm thinking she likes my boyfriend ? I can tell by the post she post on Facebook about him and all these pics of him. She's only 19 and he's 30 my age. She lying bitch. I know she is lying how can you be so obsessed wit this guy ? No one has many pics of someone right ? she was also bullying me on Facebook and the boyfriend didn't do nothing to stop her or nothing. This is why I can't be with him anymore. He never stood up for me and I'm the one who's getting hurt. I got hurt from her and him. I was in pain and hell. I cried for weeks, I tired my best being wit him but I couldn't take this anymore so I broke up wit him. I can't live like this and I can't be happy or let go of the past. I know if I was still with him it's gonna repeat again after two months or four months, again every year .I get jealous and act crazy jealous. I don't like competition with another girl, I never act like this wit my other ex bfs. This being jealousy i never act jealous. This one I just don't want him to get too close wit someone else but me.
Anyways, now I am moving on with my life. I really loved the guy and thought he was the one or I used to call him my true love but I was wrong he isn't the one for me. Looking for someone to be a hero or stand up for me be the Prince Charming. there's isn't a true love or I don't believe it anymore, it's just something i see in movies or on tv they make it like it's easy to fall in love with someone.To me it's just a fake fantasy life and what you want love to be.