I'm mute, but even though my lips don't move, in my gut, in the darkness of my thoughts, everything explodes, consumes, wracks me. Scream my fears, while they overflow, they torture me. Barks my wounded agony, hurt by salty tears. Shouts love, ripped, exhausted, wasted feeling. Screams without sound, whose echo hits me. No hate, no grudge. Just suffering.
#thoughts @ellowrites @ellonew