WINTER'S NIGHT DREAM.
I just woke up at 8:00 AM on Monday 1th 2018. Mexico.
I wasn't able to sleep, at least not full sleep time, were only 4 hours.
I had Winter Night's Dream. a terrible one I am afraid. a Nightmare.
After spending a nice time last night, went to bed,...............and saw him....... lying dead on the frozen ground. Wake up. You can make it.......I whispered to him from afar..... wake up!.
Suddenly, I woke up., inside a luxurious hotel where and while a wedding was taking place.,
"Who brought me here?" I wondered. "I just remember going to sleep last night"
--"I did", my brother replied.
--"Why?" "How dare you to take me while I am asleep in my place, to take me here without notice?" I am returning home... I said in angry ways.
Soon after leaving the wedding I got stabbed twice in the chest by a crowd at the outside.... could feel the pain of it of the 2 knifes on me while I was being dragged in the ground. I quickly put myself on foot and grabbed the fastest car I could find and headed at full speed away from there.
I ended up arriving to my sister's place, she in a hurry took me in and said I had something inside my mouth, "What is that she asked?" --"I don't know" I could barely talk.. "that's alright" she said while I started pulling that thing outside my mouth, long, thin, soft, intestinal, never ending thing coming out of my mouth.
That's when I heard the laughs, hurting laughs, insane or insanity laughs.... was her husband. he simply told me I was not welcome in that place, while telling the kids to stay away from me.
--"Why you laugh?" Can't you see I am in trouble?.
--Hahahahaha "do I look like I fucking care?" replied.
Proceeding to grab his shaved head with his left hand, took his perfectly sliced skull, with only 1 third of his brain inside, made reverence to me and said. "you are not welcome", while my sister put her hand inside his skull and brain. "He had an accident", "I am just filling his skull with silicone to fill the space." said. while looking at me with his demon eyes.
I immediately left the place.
Went to the bank to search help from a friend, who was able to phone dial my mother.
Then I WOKE UP.
In the living room of my house, more specifically in the couch, "it's shaking", "the table, what is that sound?" "I am freezing!." everything is shaking!, earthquake? again?..... then it whispered to me.....
"I am going to kill you." while some incredible force grabbed me by the back and tried to crush my head against the hardened red wood table at the front of the couch. I couldn't see who was it. but said it more than twice, ..."I am going to kill you."...
"No you are not" --I thought to myself.
Quickly grabbed all the strength I had, felt like having a ton of weight on my back, ran unlocked the front door in so slow fast way I could and escaped that place. and there he was again on the street. my sister's husband. this time time with a smile, but he was ok this time fortunately, I hugged him in fear and tried to talk with him but.....
.....I woke up....
on my bed this time, right on the spot where I fell asleep, yesterday, last day of the year. Finally. "what the fuck? I need cigarette!", I said.
Took my shoes and went outside my room, and there I was again........ the Luxurious hotel I dream about the first time. This time had "chess" purple and white colors floor. and spiral stairs, "Where am I? I asked myself... Where the hell am I?" started to running down the spiral stairs, never ending, hours, at the highest speed.
"am I trapped forever?"
"am I in a coma?"
......until I finally reached the bottom.
"Hey brother, where are the guests? is the wedding over?..." "Yeh, everyone is just leaving right now. come with me, lets go and see those beautiful oil paintings on these walls."
--"Sure" I said.
While we walked on a hall or lobby, I just stared at one single oil paint, the only one I could really picture, and the only one I could really see, it was a man lying in the frozen ground, like dead. THEN HE MOVED, the paint quickly lift his head from the ground and looked at me.....
.................AND I FUCKING WOKE UP.
at my fucking bedroom again......
"(is this time real?, is it fake?)" "what the fuck?" "I need a cigarette" thought to myself again..... spent around 20 minutes in bed afraid of going out of bed this time, then finally pulled the bed sheets out of me, headed toward the door again, and finally I was at my house again, while I stared at the couch and table on what that evil force previously tried to murder me.
Took me around 25 minutes since the final waking up for me to realize, this time it was real. it was 8:25 AM in the morning, I was smoking a cigarette, wondering what da fuck just happened.
Artist Statement: don't know, but everything happened in the only 4 hours I was asleep, Monday 1th 2018. it felt like eternity.
WINTER'S NIGHT DREAM. @annacvalentinex Anna Christina Valentine (Victor Hugo Diaz Castillo)