six months have passed since the last time i've touched you.
between ups and downs today i catch myself trying to
remember if i still have a photo or a lost message.
you know? the denial feeling still existing and making me
want to find some evidences that at some moment it wasn't a lie.
that at some moment you really cared about me.
that at some moment you actually considered be by my side.
— with still love,
to the biggest regret of my life.
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