I'm sorry my feelings take up so much space. I'm sorry that my feelings make people uncomfortable. I'm sorry I make people feel bad. I swear I don't mean to, but maybe I do and I just don't know it. maybe I'm a black hole, maybe I collapse on myself and can't help but pull everyone in with me. maybe it's just that the more I want someone to be with me, the harder I pull. I can't blame people for wanting to move as far away as possible.
I'm sorry I'm so poisonous.