Sometimes I am down, and when I'm down I'm down for a really long time. I start to think, is this me? Is this sad, apathetic person just who I am? Should I just stop fighting it and accept and embrace the fact that I am naturally a little more quiet, a little more reserved, a little more moody?
Then I realized that the down me right now I feel incomplete. I feel inadequate. I will always feel like doing more. When I am uplifting and confident I am truly happy and I feel fulfilled and that's the person I want to be right now. So no. I will not embrace it.