I have been a very different person
among all you've seen
With words, with wits, with wishes and worlds, all along different I've been
I thought I am this
I thought I am human more than I could be
from all those desires, I am devoid and free
I thought I could love you, protect you
more deeply and desperately than I desire to me
the best thing ever happened to thee
But, as you see...
I'm no different but pathetic, selfish, least of a human being!
But you sweet girl is a beautiful creation
an untouched soul like the goddess of Amazon
Trying to be sensitive to few things
Emotions and feelings of uncanny human beings
I wonder how hard it is for you
And I just made it harder!
Don't blame yourself,
As you see,
Claiming sensitive didn't help me.
I wish I could be that human of your
And touch that hidden soft heart-core
Though I know about me, I've made you unsure
But my love, every feeling for you is true & pure!
I wish I was good enough to be Yours!
Alas...Lines & words I have drawn
Still, I am grateful, for I have known
A beautiful creation
An untouched soul, goddess of Amazon!
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