B'Day Is The Perfect Party Playlist
Just a little oolong for you ladies before I get into it today. It's been, what, like a week since I've written anything on here. It's not like I've been busy but I went back home for this past weekend for Tet (Lunar New Year) which was always a little refreshing. I think the religious/spiritual/traditional parts of Tet make me enjoy it a little more than regular old New Year and also the money so. Anyway, my parents expected me to be home the entire weekend but ya girl had other plans for the weekend and couldn't spend Saturday night there and so my parents had to reluctantly let me drive back at 5 pm so I could get home in time to throw back some shots. I told them I had a birthday dinner to go to lmao which is like half true see it was VB's birthday on Saturday and so I sent him the personal birthday text after the groupme said their piece and then later that day I was ready to make the move. The move being inviting everyone over to drink as a birthday bash for VB under the guise of just hanging out and being casual like whatever right like it's fine. I went through a couple drafts for that message before I sent it lmao and it was looking pretty good for a bit like at one point like five people with VB included were thought to make an appearance to hang out but it ended up being kind of a flop cause only two kids showed up neither of which were VB but it was really last minute and I think that's where I went wrong but next time I think I'll be able to pull one off much more successfully. I was hoping to capitalize on his birthday as an excuse but life's always throwing you curve balls from the left field so let's just be optimistic for next time. Also lmao that's not how you use that baseball reference I'm pretty sure but I'm gay I don't know sports. Anyway for all the witches out there please cast a spell ensuring success for my next volleyball hang out at my apartment and by success I mean VB making an appearance and perhaps an extended stay just throwing that out there thanks.
Lmao so anyway speaking of sports I TA with this one girl who's in her third year I think? Idk regardless of her year every time we TA together and the day before she asks me if I watched the basketball game and I always tell her no. She's very determined to make a basketball fan out of me apparently but I don't know why she thinks I would watch basketball. Do I not look gay enough when I TA? I think I've been pretty clear with my skin tight pants and jewelry jingling so fucking loud you can hear it so long as you're within a mile radius of me. This is not an isolated incident and I just think I'm going to have to take it a step up for the next time I TA during the same time as her. Idk what else would scream gay and not interested in sports beyond what I already wear though. Let me know what you guys think in the comments thanks. Also still on the topic of sports the intramural volleyball team I'm on that VB is actually not on won our first game on Sunday!!! A great start to the IM season but I had a pretty fucking rough start to the game because I realized how nervous I get during competitive sports. I just played like shit in the beginning but the real important part is that VB was there watching us play and basically coaching lmao but anyway in the beginning he was like Todd you're nervous I can see it don't be nervous. Like be a little less transparent about how much you observe me maybe!!! Or let's stop beating around the bush and get dinner haha what yeah no just something really casual no nerves haha obviously no pressure haha. So that was the IM game I'll probably let you guys know when we're in the playoffs and I'll be on the path to getting an IM champ t shirt.
So I've been pretty good about wearing more jewelry everyday and just all those smaller details to my outfits but one problem I've been running into is my rings fitting better on my right hand than on my left. This is because my right hand is apparently ever so slightly larger than my left and thus my larger rings fit better on it. My left hand is like only slightly smaller than my right hand I guess cause rings will fit but they'll just be a bit looser than if they're on my right but what this also means is that going doing to medium sized ring packs from H&M and/or Topshop won't fit my left hand either. They still need size large rings but in comparison to my right hand they disappoint. My current problem stems back to being right handed probably but also to tennis since I played that from my childhood through my pubescence which meant my growing body just skewed itself all the way to my right side and for a while I thought that was limited to my arms but apparently my hands got fucked up too. If I had the foresight necessary to make better childhood decisions I would've dropped tennis and joined gymnastics immediately so I would one have a nicer body and two be even. Absolutely zero foresight as a child, so dumb. This current problem also reminds me of this one prob stat problem I had last semester about people's uneven foot sizes. Like some set of data was comparing whether people had uneven foot sizes to some other arbitrary factor, that's not necessary for us to know right now. What really stuck out to me as I did that problem was what an odd statistical example to use for the class like was there nothing more normal to use like maybe height? But here I am now, just eating my fucking words and dealing with this problem of uneven hands. To be honest, I think I have the uneven foot problem too. My new volleyball shoes, which I think I have finally broken in because they don't pain me like they used to, were more uncomfortable for my right foot than my left like god is there an aspect of my life not plagued by my uneveness???? Am I just cursed to forever suffer in small ways due to the skewing of my body to my right side????? Playing volleyball now doesn't really help with this problem either seeing as I swing with my right arm and I'm sure one day I'll run into a problem where my right shoulder is being problematic for being just slightly larger than my left. If anyone knows how to even out my bad with minimal to no effort, also leave that in the comments below thanks.
I have been sitting outside writing this entire post and at first it was warm but now the sun has gone down a bit and the wind won't stop blowing so I'm getting chilly and thus I think that's all for me today. The week wait generated a lot of ideas but only a couple made it onto the post today. Maybe next time we'll see them come into existence. As always though, stay tuned for the drama of it all.