I Thought Adding A Date Would Help Archive These Posts In My Profile Better Especially At A Glance
Some good things today: I think I didn't fail my statics quiz, I finished my statics group project, I only fell asleep in one class
I think I want to start adding good things to the beginning of every post. It's kind of like my happy jar I haven't kept up with but more trivial and requires less thought if that's the one thing I want to define as my happy moment for the day. The happy jar idea is cute though, maybe I will start to keep up with that again since it's really not that difficult. Oscar Isaac is probably lonely all plastered around the jar with so little notes inside. I didn't mean to disappoint you, my sun and stars.
Anyway, the weather. Usually the weather is small talk but honestly it's a really big point of discussion for me. It's been 80 degrees two days in a row and that really makes me want to die. This weather is a hate crime. It's homophobic. It prioritizes lazy, straight heterosexual male fashion over my tight jeans and thick sweaters. I'm sure everyone was so excited to see the weather go above the 70's when they checked their apps last night. Probably started pulling out their nicest fuckin crew socks, like the black ones but not the black ones that have been through the wash too many times more like the newest black ones which still retain most of their tone. Those ones. I've been too stubborn to go back to shorts and t-shirts though so I had to settle for a Norm Core look today. Boring but like I was going for boring, that's what norm core is. Boring, but make it fashion.
Yesterday I learned about birth tarot cards and I found out that mine are the Tower and the Chariot. Obviously I eat this shit up so immediately upon getting my birth cards I was like that's so me big mood the biggest mood this is literally so expressive of me as a person. I almost took to twitter to announce my birth card discovery but instead I decided to actually read what the Tower and Chariot meant. I don't really know what it says about me but I'll stick by it to my grave. The Tower is very unpredictable, volatile, tumultuous. The Chariot on the other hand is steady, calculating, deliberate. Separate obviously they suck but together they can apparently overcome anything. Incredible. How me. I feel like the fact that there are only like 10 card combinations really makes it lack nuance when describing people. Do I ever get dealt another pair of cards for some different aspect of my life? My birth chart is so detailed, so these tarot cards in comparison lack so much. Am I expecting too much of tarot cards? Is it problematic to assume they will function in the same way as a birth chart? The spiritual, mystical side to life can't be homogeneous after all. If birth cards were to work the same as a birth chart with all the sun, moon, ascendant, mars, venus, etc. signs then would it lack value? Perhaps the vagueness of birth cards add value to it. I'm sure this is a long debate in the mystical side of the world. Any mystics out there feel free to correct me.
It's been apartment hunting season here in the 22903, 22904, and maybe even 22905 area. Omar and I have successfully secured our apartment upstairs in the same building which is great. We are so excited. I am not excited about all these apartment tours Keith continues to email me about! Today, I sat through two tours while at home between classes. The worst thing about these tours is that I can't ask them to take off their shoes at the door. I know Keith doesn't, I just let him wander the apartment with his boots on. The other people though, do they not see my and Omar's shoes at the door? We have at least six pairs out front at all times, most of which are mine since Omar only has three pairs of shoes and one of the pairs are his slides when he's feeling too lazy for actual shoes. Anyway, there are six out there at least. Take the hint!!! I'm gonna ban you from leasing my apartment if you don't. The second thing is that tomorrow there's a tour at 10 am which is already ridiculous. Who is awake at 10 to be going on apartment tours? I'm barely awake, I'm probably sitting on my bed with my underwear on deciding whether it's a cereal or oatmeal day. And tomorrow I don't have the luxury of that? Omar will be gone for class and I'll be home alone, out of the shower with my underwear on and Keith and co. will come knocking on the door and I'll be fucked all because they decided to wake up and take a tour at 10 am. It's unbelievable. Maybe Omar and I should sign the lease for our current apartment too and then no one can ever come tour it again because frankly I've had enough.
This was a good post. I got through three topics and actually wrote things about them. Also I learned in the middle of writing this that ello automatically saves your posts as drafts if you accidentally close out of the tab like I did. I was really ready to mope about how I had such a good start to this post and then I ruined it with some careless fingers in the tabs but ello had my back. I learn a new feature to this website everyday. Stay tuned for more lessons.