My Winter Break Busy? More Likely Than You'd Think
Well, here I am with some downtime and by downtime I mean I'm waiting in the hell hole that is the DMV to renew my license since their website is incapable of functioning as they advertise it to. But also I get a new picture by going in person so my new license will accurately show who I am when I turn 20 and it won't look like 17 year old me who wasn't too far off but just wasn't quite there yet. I guess for now I can catch everyone up on what I've done over break so far, it's not particularly interesting but it's something. So I've done a lot of shopping since I've gotten back home lmao like I didn't spend a dime at school honestly and now I'm back and ballin. I shopped a lot for myself, especially to dress myself for my birthday dinner which was a hit. The restaurant itself was okay and overpriced but everything else was a lot of fun and my friends were some really great gift givers this year. I got a grinder and a ratchet so now I'm officially set to become the stoner I was destined to be. I also got a lot of face products which I'm so happy about because my skin is in need of some intensive care. The intensive care is going really well so far, I've done two facemasks and worked in a new toner and moisturizer into my routine and I'm actually sleeping. I think the only thing I need to top it all off is schedule a dick appointment and my skin should return to its pristine state from summer. If I can just recreate all the controllable conditions from summer I expect nothing but the exact same skin to result from my dedication. What else have I done so far this break? My dad's friend and family came to visit so I've been in DC a lot which was cold and honestly not that fun but I looked good so it's okay.
I'm still at the DMV and getting a lot closer to getting called. My number is B112 and currently they're on B105 which is pretty exhausting because there are a ton of other letters they also go through but I'm honestly trying to not stay here the entire day so take my picture and set me free. Window 6 has been calling for B104 for like 10 minutes which is a little too extra for me like you need to let B104 go because they're not coming up. They're slowing it down for the rest of us out here patiently suffering. B104 was too weak for the DMV waiting room and window 6 is coddling them. It's embarrassing for everyone. Maybe B104 is here though but they just somehow didn't hear their number called the first sixteen times and now it's too embarrassing to walk up after wasting everyone's time. They've been paralyzed by their inability to wait in a line for their number and now wasted at least an hour of their day. But guess what? I don't feel bad for B104 if they're still here because I'm here too. I'm out here writing a damn novel and I can still stay aware of which number is being called. The DMV is ruthless and I'm here living for it.
I had like a very good topic in mind while writing that paragraph but I lost it like a dumbass because I didn't immediately write it down when I thought of it. But anyway, a lot of my jeans have holes in the crotch and if they're not holes they're at least wearing down to the last damn thread. It has never stopped me from wearing the jeans though because honestly how would people be able to see them anyway? The only reason I found out is because I take them off and fold them but like without that intimate contact there's no way people would know. But at some point I think I'm gonna really be pushing it. At some point the hole is gonna grow into something not acceptable for public use and I'll lie to myself and say that they're still wearable. One pair in particular are close to being on their way out. It's a dark wash that I bought in 10th grade and they've really served me well these past four years. But my thighs have grown since 10th grade and the friction is taking its toll. I need to start researching places to donate old denim because the majority of it is still fine. It just needs to be refurbished. I would ask my mom to sew some fabric to cover up the holes but my sister has had her do that before and honestly that was a band-aid solution that didn't last long. I am just really gonna be sad to see one of my tightest pairs go after such a journey with them. I didn't bring them home with me but they're always in my thoughts. Please wish the best for my dark wash jeans thanks also hit me up if you have any suggestions on where to donate my old, torn jeans when it's time for them to go.
Here's hoping I make more time to write this break cause so far it's been jam packed, non stop action and I really don't think that's what I signed up for. Until next time, whenever that is, and as always, stayed tuned for the drama of it all.