Sprang Break 2k17
There is a lot to unpack but I guess the question is whether I have enough concentration in me to write for that long. I've been gone for a while huh!!! This is what I fucking mean I just left the tab for a second which turned into like 30 minutes. This post is never going up either sorry everyone. Jk I'm back I'm gonna focus this block of time is now dedicated to me writing this I have to write it. Anyway, I feel like I've had a lot of ideas and wrote a bunch down but they were seemingly more interesting when I thought of them but now don't seem that fruitful. Only quality content makes it on the blog. Anyway anyway, I drove Lynn, Priya, and Amar home today which was a very tightly packed car. I was pretty speedy and kept Rage Rider at bay for the most part. More importantly, Priya was telling me about this fan club I have that I did not realize I had. I'm apparently a hot topic among the other kids in that Race, Gender, and Diversity in the Engineering Workplace class I'm in. Priya is friends or friends with their friends I don't fuckin know where the circles of friendship intersect but basically she was talking about me and I'm not counting but like at least three were like omg I wanna meet Todd he says such insightful things in class. I imagine they had sparkles in their eyes and were like, blushing a little too or something idk I wasn't there but I'm just saying this is the most realistic situation. They will be over to pregame some time and honestly I'm such a good host I just love having people over. Also it'll be the sneak peek into my life as the elusive chanteuse from their STS class. I wonder if the kids from the diff eq classes I TA for also want to meet me I have to have amassed a fan club from there too. A fan club beyond just Amar I mean. I didn't realize driving Priya back would be an ego booster too. She'll get too powerful one day I'm sure. Until then I will accept all things that strengthen her. Leave comments below, specifically ones that will create an inflated sense of self within me thanks.
In other exciting news regarding spring break, I'm going to New York for a couple days with Amitav, Priya, and Eileen!!!! We have a hot AirBnB host so I'm currently planning on how to get that refund for our cheap two night stay. But going on trips without your parents requires a lot of planning which obviously means a google doc was created lmao I imagine this is the exact process my parents went through for all my childhood vacations. So we currently have a google doc with the basic travel info, places we wanna eat, things we wanna do, my numbered list containing plans on how to seduce our host with possible contingency plans, etc etc. Xing shared her New York google doc from January so that was a great place to start because she definitely is better at logistics which bled into our doc being pretty good with logistics as well but she also just had so much information packed into one 3x2 table. 3x2. That's brazy. Our table is not that small, it's a 4x4 with the top row merged into one, and the second to last row merged into one as well. Basically it's expansive. The most important agenda item I have down is finding Oscar Isaac somewhere in Brooklyn. I think I'm just going to walk around Brooklyn shouting his name. Echolocation will do the rest of the work obviously. I just wanna fucking hang out on his rooftop at night in some comfy clothes just super chill we're just j chillin on the roof we're just fuckin like we're just I mean we're just like hanging out you know it's casual whatever whatever like I love him we're in love whatever don't put a box around it or anything. So that'll probably be my plan for............. Wednesday. I'm not sure what everyone else had in mind but I'm pretty much set. I mean I can't really plan much for what happens after Wednesday like am I moving in or something haha I just haha I don't know I'm open I'm flexible it's chill @ Oscar let me know. Anyway, if someone could like cast a spell regarding my echolocation powers for Wednesday thanks that'd be appreciated or just some general recommendations for New York I guess.
I guess after such a long time since my last post it's only fair to include at least one story regarding VB. There's actually only one story about him to tell since the last time I posted tbh. I haven't seen him around much, like we don't play on the weekdays anymore really I guess? It's been IM season so I only see the people on my IM teams and somehow by the divine work of everyone who hates me or something he ended up on neither of my teams but anyway anyway that discussion is four weeks old. The regular season is over and both my teams are undefeated so anyway. I got to watch him play at the club tournament for a little which was fun seeing the club team play. I was also making note of all the subpar club players on other teams to show the club team next year in a powerpoint regarding why my mediocre level of play is acceptable on the club team. Didn't get to talk to him much cause he was playing obviously. More importantly is I saw him on Thursday in the dining hall where I was camping out after I helped Amar cram for his diff eq quiz which still went supbar for him purely due to lack of sleep. So I was just sitting there alone but also kind of aware that VB frequents this dining hall moreso than the other one and lo and behold through patience and tenacity there was, and so we saw each other and talked for a little. He said he still owes me money and I was like I'm chillin I forgot you hadn't paid me back yet not really but that's what I said okay. So then I saw him later that night as he was on his way out from club practice and he completely forgot to pay me back and I'm not saying this bitterly because I really don't care but it's because he's the one who brought it up earlier. And then later I texted him about it and was like lmao I'm never gonna remind you in person to see how long this goes on for. So that's the only story I have that's decent. Tbh the crush is waning and like obviously it's not gone completely if I took the time out of my night to write all of this about him but like honestly speaking the intense infatuation is growing weaker and that's okay. It was fun at its peak, and I'm sure I won't stop being just a little extra with regard to him but I'm chilling. Life will soon be boring again I guess? I have decided I have a crush on two of my professors though so maybe it's time to start going to their office hours to talk about like................ life or something? I don't know I wanna be friends with them but how do you just go and talk to them can I just hang out in there and be like so what's up with you how's it hanging do you think I'm cute is that the reason they have office hours? I know professors are always like we love meeting students but like how do you do it naturally like let me know. Send me an email with the step by step instructions girl I wanna know.
A fourth topic?????????? So I finally applied for that job at the place where my dad works. That was really vague but idk is this blog incriminating somehow????? I smoked last night though so I guess now I'm officially on a t break. Like Amar said though, nothing is ever really official but I should probably try my hand at employment before I get too out of control. I've considered studying abroad a lot but it's hard because I don't want to pay and I don't want to ask my parents to pay for it either. So anyway, the employment route is probably a good choice. I can like really apply myself now since that first hurdle of applying to the first place is out of the way you know. The nice thing about this first job though is that it's only part time nice nice nice but the bad thing is it's unpaid which is just my free fuckin labor. But at this point am I in the position to really ask for more than that since I haven't actually tried at all? I tried to go to this networking night once and like I talked to a person and was like that went well but did nothing to capitalize on what happened. They also don't have openings at the office in the area I want though so is that my excuse???? Yes???? Idk I just wanna complain about my lack solidified summer plans because I want to return to my stoner lifestyle from last semester but now this threat of drug testing just looms over my head it's exhausting. She's exhausted.
Anyway, that was a boring last topic. Not worth all the typing I did for it. This is my advent return to the blog after like almost two weeks though so what more could we expect? It's spring break so I imagine I might have more time or energy or both to write but we'll see. As always though, stay tuned for the drama of it all.