On Sundays I Like To Wear This Large Shawl Scarf I Have And This Sunday Has Been No Different
Yesterday's good things since today has been extremely uneventful: I swept the steps outside my apartment like this whole unit has me to thank now for those clean ass steps, hosted a great dinner party last night, this is actually a good thing from today but I finally ordered some African Black Soap for all of this acne
Okay so I thought I was gonna talk about Parks and Recreation for a little bit but holy shit I just looked at my cabinets and saw these little StickNClick lights on the bottom of them and I am not sure how they got there. Or maybe I'm unsure if they've been there the whole time I've been in this apartment but I really don't think so. I think Omar put them in but I find it very surprising that he bought the same exact kind of sticky lights as the one I just found lying around in a cabinet which is why I think they've been here the whole time but at the same time I don't think I would've been so oblivious to them. I like to think I'm fairly observant and thus I want to say I would have noticed them especially since after finding the one lonesome StickNClick light I thought about whether I should put it somewhere or not but tragically its stickiness had run its course. So it was pretty useless anywhere in which gravity could fight it and win. So what I'm trying to say is that I think I would've noticed two StickNClick lights on the bottom of the cabinets earlier than just now which leads me to believe that Omar really did put them up. This is a really easy mystery to solve because I could just fuckin ask him but I'm in the kitchen right now and he's in his room so I would rather just let it stay a mystery for a bit. I'm debating the strategic value of their placement right now though. One on hand it's pretty dim in our apartment in general so another light or two even if small would be pretty helpful but did we maximize their helpfulness is the question. They're currently placed under the cabinets right about our dish rack and main counter top area. The main counter top area is a pretty good one I think but the dish rack one is iffy. But I'm tired of thinking about them but I was just very shocked to look and see these new additions to the apartment. It's like my dad hanging up the picture I had just a little less exciting.
I am honestly dreading the next few weeks a little bit because I know they are going to end up being pretty shitty. This week not so much but I also have a ten page research paper due next Tuesday which I haven't even started really thinking about which is some ass and I hate myself for it. It's supposed to be about some topic during Gay Liberation and the New Left so basically like the 60's and 70's which I wanted to research Asian American activism in particular within that time period but basically a lot of Asian American organizing with regard to LGBTQ+ issues happens in the 80's which is not the time period I'm supposed to be doing so I'm kind of lost. Last time I wrote a ten page research paper was probably exactly a year ago and I wrote about Brokeback Mountain. I'm pretty proud of that paper I think but I don't think I'll write as good of one this time around lmao because I think that was just a good topic and there were a good amount of articles on it but this time I still don't have a topic. Maybe I'll examine the fall of Gay Liberation and how it got co-opted by less radical people which ultimately led to its slow end. That's probably a pretty good topic in terms of like, actual articles and material for it. It just means like having to do that research but it's not like my other classes are taking a little pause for me to do it. So idk I'm like dreading that a lot and like it's coming so quickly and I'm just so fucked for it. I'm gonna get so wrecked this next weekend cause I also have a test on Monday and Thursday but mainly this essay. I'm probably gonna break out a shit ton too for all the underlying stress of just having things to do but maybe the African Black Soap can cure stress acne too. After these next two weeks though I think I can die in peace and that's exciting. Exciting things around the corner.
I think recently my posts have been pretty damn dry. Expect some better, more inspiring content in the future but for now I have little inspiration and lots to complain about so... Stay tuned for the drama of it all as always.