Personally I Think Fireworks Are Only Pretty If They're Just That Bright Yellow Fire Color
It's like when they add too many colors it takes away from the fireworks and I don't really like it as much. Just me being hyper critical of fireworks, what's new you know? Anyway, happy new year!!! My first post of 2017. 2017 in itself is fake, as is the new year. This is old, trite, has been stated multiple times on my blog. Anyway, new years resolutions is a hot topic. I'm sure every clickbait youtuber is rubbing their hands together in excitement for how they can capitalize on the new year, resolutions, and anything slightly dramatic that happens to them. I wanna talk about resolutions here even though I don't think I have any real thoughts or feelings about resolutions. Maybe I'll make some? I already made decade goals and that was difficult enough so resolutions may prove unfruitful for me. I guess anything that promotes some self reflection is a good thing. Actually this is a really boring topic so I'm gonna move on. Maybe it's not boring but I've been sitting trying to think of something to say about but I can't. Time is fake and so is the concept of new years resolutions. Continually reflect and try to grow throughout your entire life, that's the moral of this.
Anyway, it's been five days since my wisdom teeth surgery and I'm pretty much eating like normal again, just with some slight fatigue with chewing and there's still some of the nastiness with the food getting stuck in my mouth. I'm so fucking glad to be almost done with this whole ordeal though lmao it was so annoying and disappointing. On the first day after the surgery though I was really craving Five Guys though which is interesting because it's not like Five Guys is particularly good but I couldn't stop thinking about it. My stomach would ache in hunger and I'd think, Five Guys. Is this what corporate America eventually does to you? I finally ate a god damn burger from Five Guys today though. It was underwhelming obviously. I knew I would be underwhelmed and still I went in thinking I'd get more satisfaction than I did. I didn't get pickles on my burger since for some reason I thought that they would be too crunchy for my infant mouth but then I ate the roasted peanuts they have sitting out for free and just what the fuck kind of logic was that? It was honestly just the pressure of the cashier waiting for me to finish my order and me, squirming silently until I finally decided that indeed I was too weak to eat a pickle. Fast forward five minutes and I'm cracking open these peanuts and chomping them down with minimal to no pain. So maybe that was part of the reason why my burger was underwhelming? I just feel like any food place where you get to make your own order ends up being bad when you don't maximize on what you can get and since I didn't get pickles when I clearly could have, my burger ended up a disappointment. Also, now it may seem like I really love pickles but of all the pickled foods in the world, pickles are really low tier lmao. They're just really white. But anyway, basically I'm glad that I can finally move on from my odd Five Guys fixation this past week. I guess I just needed to be reminded of its overall mediocrity. Not the worst burger in the world, but not worth the time it spent in my mind while I was starving post surgery.
Every now and then I have really good, or maybe not good but at least tangible, ideas about different segments I want to do for this blog. At one point I've tossed around the idea for something podcast-esque and I'd just record one of these pieces of shit instead of typing it out. That would add a lot of layers to these, I feel like. I guess there's a certain voice I read these in and I wonder what everyone else reads them in. I've definitely heard from Xing that she can easily imagine me talking about these things in the exact same manner so maybe my voice comes across really easily. I just think I'd never be able to record something, especially something I've written, well spoken and read and enunciated and whatever else that comes with good speaking skills. So anyway, I guess we're scratching that podcast section until I find someone who can do my voice, inflection and tendencies included, perfectly. Let's see, another section that I think would be funny are album reviews but high album reviews. It'd probably be me and Amar a good chunk of the time and I think it would require a little bit of a different format. A lot more quotes so that you get authenticity from the review. Like I can embellish post-high but I'd want the raw album review from the time of. There can be commentary but the majority of it would have to be pulled directly from the time of listening and reviewing. This is a pretty good idea like I think it would be funny but it'd require so much work and until I find the capacity to get the reviews it won't happen. Or maybe we can start with songs? Maybe it'd be like a high playlist segment and it'd just be a song we are particularly feeling? This actually would be a really fun idea. I just need quotes verbatim and I don't know how to do that yet but when I do I'm gonna launch this segment of the blog. I'm really happy with how this turned out so if my fans out there have any other ideas they'd like to see put to action comment below thanks.
That's about it for today. Despite all the talk of time and 2017 being fake, hope the holidays have genuinely been going well. Hopefully I'll be back here soon. I definitely would've written earlier but I've been playing pokemon again and that's really sucked me in so who has the time for anything else? But until next time and as always, stay tuned for the drama of it all.