I keep forgetting to come back here because it's easier to be mindless and more likely I'll go where the people are. And sadly, they are not here. Maybe this will change as Ello changes.
Lately, I dream of time travel. Time travel and sometimes entering other people's bodies and lives, though I don't know who I am. It's like Quantum Leap. Exactly. Except when it's not.
When I look in a mirror I see the real me but slowly figure out that everybody else sees someone else, and I don't know what to say or how to act to seem genuinely like the person everyone expects me to be. A metaphor for life, really.