Cancelling month long plans.
Crying over a Christmas tree that's only 4 feet.
Wishing you weren't busy
"I have all these orders and I am so sorry"
Wondering if it's meant to be busy
Maybe this is the wrong time busy
Planned all this shit and knew I was gonna get hurt busy
If you fucking loved me - No. You work hard because you love me, you want a good thing, it's your passion busy.
I'm sorry if I sound like a bitch I just wished that maybe I had something to do with my life while you were gone busy. Cause you know I have zero friends and I can't connect with my family and all I ever wanted was you and still want that second. Just let me see your face...
I don't have passions and connections. I don't drive for hours and hope that I find my way back home.
I'm so anxiety busy.
So guilt ridden busy.
Maybe we should just cancel this whole thing - us included busy.
I'm sorry, it's not you it's me. It was at a wrong time, your here and I'm there, some things aren't meant to be, you have so much more experience than me, I feel like I am screwing with your company, I'm just a problem, I'll go, pretend that this whole thing was just a dream, my bad -