May '16 - my family forces me to write a letter to HR of institution that fired me
January '17 - my family forces me to write another letter to same HR
March '17 - I mail the letter
March '17 - get a response to letter. My mother (same mother who forced to writer the two letters) is suddenly furious that I wrote the letter, insisting she told me to "forget about it" and not send it
Both HR responses to my letters were basically lies saying I was a shitty employee and my manager never liked me.
I guaran-fucking-tee you that this will prevent me from finding a job, ever, because this is the only job I have in my work history and unless I start applying to jobs with a blank resume, potential employers will call these assholes for a reference and they will lie and say that I'm shitty and they wouldn't rec hiring me (usually places will be diplomatic as possible to avoid potential lawsuits but this place wrote in their employee handbook that they will give negative references whenever they feel like it).
So. I'm pretty much screwed. My degree is useless. I have no positive work history. I have no skills. I have no interests.
Suicide has never been so appealing.