So this woman on OKC seems quite interested. Given that she's everything and a ball of wax, I'm wondering just what the catch is. Women like her have never been interested in guys like me, so what's the deal?
This is completely the wrong approach, I know, but how can I not go there?
I have to put this all out of my mind, and accept this idea that there's no-one 'too good for me'. Only I fundamentally don't buy that. But I have to, if I'm not going to extinguish this tiny little flame before it catches fire.
I'm having fun going through all her publicity photos and interviews. There's a lot out there. I downloaded one of her albums off of iTunes last night, and was simply blown away. I could hardly even take any of it in -- I was just flabbergasted that she reached out to me from out of the blue.
So, my new manta, repeated over and over: Don't. Fuck. This. Up.
OTOH, I have to not fuck it up by being overly excited, and rushing into it too fast. It's a tough balance. And by 'tough', I mean 'I have no idea how to do this'.