Think think think.
How selfish is the mind, never allowing me to rest.
Forcing myself to gasp for clarity as I drown in my never ending critical thoughts.
The 'never good enough' settles in comfortably allowing no room for satisfactory to exist.
This being the case I continue building strength until I can bulldoze a path for my clarity to seep through and momentarily take control of my mind.
The calm settles and the light I was in desperation for slowly yet eagerly shines above all the chaos.