I wish you good luck on your search. I hope you search high and low for someone to fill your never ending void. An empty space in your mind and chest that only I was ever able to fill. I hope the first girl you meet, you look to find my humor. And then the next girl you hope to see my smile. And then after her I’m not sure what awaits you.
But I do know this. Whoever you meet, she will never be me. But I’ll be there after you leave and when you close your eyes that night. I’ll see you in your dreams to remind you of what you lost and what you’ll never be able to find again.
Despite your desperate attempts at feeling something, it won’t be what you felt with me. You will never find someone like me to stand by you and care about you and protect your heart. I tried to be like you and it nearly killed me. He wasn’t you and no one will be. But with time I will heal and I will realize that it’s true I’ll never find someone like you after this. Because the next time I fall for him, I will be sure that he doesn’t treat me the way you did.