a lot of you may be wondering about the day 1-5 posts. well i was dating a guy for two weeks when it ended last valentines. i took him for granted and wasn’t able to show my appreciation on that certain day.
i wrote days 1 to 5 during the time (from 2/23-27) he asked for a time off. which being the impatient that I am, wasn’t able to respect that and do properly.
im posting this now because i’ve decided to stop writing about him and start writing about myself. it was nice to imagine though that i’m saying those words to him.
when we had the closure on day 5, i think i was able to say everything. which is good. now i can move on properly.
for sure i’ll still get relapses but we all go through the same thing, i’m just a little bit late to the party so i’m enjoying this.
i know i’m showing my vulnerability to strangers but for some reason, i get comfort when I write here. it’s an escape