Frustration and anxiety. Yay.
Worst case scenario, in truth, is not as awful as it could be. I mean, it's pretty awful, I would not like it. However, it would not be the end of the world. Just a new and different path. And I am already exploring options, looking for a way to move forward. I think i know what I will do next, and then I can figure out what I will do next after that.
I know I am being vague. It's because I have stuff that I do not want to make too public, right now. And telling myself I have a path forward, regardless of the impediments, is helpful to me.