well i got some stuff done today
and i am happy to report that while i may appear
lazy to outside lay people,
my muscles were finally all well and balanced enough
to do a full run today. Fit anaerobically, aerobically,
etc. I am not, but I was able to enjoy the privilege
of unwinding and seeing things of the run.
I had some thoughts before the shower but now, they are
in the past, washed out with the suds. They were good,
optimistic strategic thoughts. I like talking and
chatting and I hope to (get dating and do lots of chit
chatting). Sometimes, my... intuition, my, I dunno,
grasp of the Force, let's call it, gives me a pessimism
about dating. But there are aspects. There's limits.
Oh, yeah, excuses. Well, true, having a dog is a job,
and those who don't think so aren't doing enough
to take care of their dog, shouldn't have gotten a dog
in the first place, or are uber-dog-culture-people.
I have hobbies, many hobbies, before animal caretaking.
I happen to have a breed that is high maintenance,
one can see the daily signs of her exercise, walking,
greens eating needs. Well, pooch, I had to take care
of myself today, ok??
Just gotta keep moving. It's a good thing to do if
I take some time off for this... uh, position.
Otherwise, I was thinking of... unglamorous stuff.
Even though I am an ideas man, it takes a tremendous
nuclear fusion core to really move this stuff. My...
super core is not going strong like it used to. I am
hoping by utilizing America's homegrown natural resource
of cutie pies, for the public good, charge my nuclear
Daily living, daily living, and being on point.
Have to see it from "their" point of view, too,
scheduling and energy wise.
anyways, those were some of my thoughts
before the nice ol shower.
it was balmy and overcast this late morning but bright,
and in the sunroom, i caught a glimpse of my... uh,
film sheet that is my arms, glistening with nature.
Freckles showing up from the vastness of... space.
The smallest size caramel machiatto made hot and right,
is a good drink at some particular coffee shops.
Physics and a little bit of customer service.
Alright, I gotta pay my dental bill, then, soon,
pronto, and then i'll have some household shopping
put to credit to pay off in about, I'd say, a week.
Middle of next week. Yippie, got good credit,
I haven't paid attention to mortgage interest rates
but... I think I know how to get a good one.
This is the $matters hour with your host Dave...
uh, no. I will find some set out time to delve into it.
Growth, peace of mind.
relegate this onto mental minions
that's part of the plan too
but... I don't like to be alone and doing things
alone, in terms of projects, values, morale,
is... bitter pie. The mysterious delighte of the bitter
pie! By William Shakespeare and Winston Churchill.
there are challenges, yes...
the trees are blooming ever. so. slowly.
spring comes around... creeping... like, the frog
and teh boiling water idiom , in elementary school.
Well the weather changing so damn slowly it catches
ME offguard, frequently. Just slow enough for me, to
lose the patience to...
Thinking of my old ideals and dreams, from a younger
naive and youthful age. I am not all that complicated
of a boy... Just be loyal and have these lovely
lifestyle things and sophisticated native arts and
lovely things set up and that's it. Ugh. Sigh.
I pray to stay safe, if possible network and find
someone who can get me a quality woman and/or quality
advance my food jedi skills,
and come home to the midwest skinny and awesome.
Uh, yah, that's the plan.
I need a food plan right now.
I gotta put out some business cards.
Stuff like this.
I've got a friend, who is down just to hang out
and chat about life over a beer. Well, that was
the last time. I caught up with him over the fall.
I hadn't seen him or talked to him in pretty much almost
Yeah, mind's wondering.
well, I have to attend to food supply.
i need music supply too.
Some heavy metal did me well on the roads.
Nothing was doing me right and then for some reason,
bluesy hard rock heavy metal had me smiles and
I dunno, it's hard to summon the right music from
the sansa so quickly like John Wayne or ...
Clint Eastwood, unless I'm... in the practice of it.
Say, drinking coffee, making playlists, and boom ready
Back 10 years ago I was involved with ... competent
filmmakers. It's a rough business and whole...
affair, the whole lifeline and funnel and...
good times, bad times. You see that everywhere
where the stakes are important, in the important
subcultures and disciplines and causes. Fie,
alright as I was.
Coffee can be for dates.
Coffee taps an inner energy source. Affects the
libido and sleep. I really, often, like that feeling of
just being lazy and calling it a day at like 11:00p-
Girlfriend for hire. must have this this and that,
and laundry skills. My laundry is mostly pretty clean.
No spot treatment or fancy stuff necessary, and
shaking out between the wash and dry cycle, are terms
to be negotiated.
Since getting bigger, pumping iron, building strength,
this and that, I generate more laundry and electricity.
So, blankets, clothing, etc. And I must say that
foam mattress topper I bought two years ago is fabulous,
I did some pretty decent housekeeping and room
organization this spring. It took a lot of...
the best of some days, and ... yeah.
I was pretty close to... what I think would have
been a relationship of great convenience and...
last August. But, I did not foresee the job market
future and it's been weird moving between jobs.
I gotta get on point and stay on point, but that
takes a titanic amount of balance, skill, deft,
motivation, and vision.
I haven't been birthing visionary creation, ops,
and possibilities, and material, as much as I had
planned to... like, two or three weeks ago.
It hasn't been that much time and...
so, writing, jibber-jabbering, and chatting, in safe
forums, can be productive.
all these ambitions, make me conservative and tired.