Fear Filled Apology by D.E. Berthiaume
I lay here in pain I inflicted on myself,
my stuffie now soaked with my tears.
Trying to figure why I did and said,
things out of my own fears.
How I hurt those closest to my heart,
with the things I said out of fearful anomalies.
There is no excuse for those words,
now how do I say my apologies.
I won’t back pedal or try to make the words harmless,
like an unlit pyre.
I am so ashamed of myself for what I said,
like the burn of a flash fire.
All I can do is tell you,
I am deeply sorry from the bottom of my heart.
and hope that we can contain a stronger relationship,
we tried to build that will not fall apart.