I present to you my debut...... The Call!
This is my first full project and to put it bluntly, it saved my life.
The months prior to me recording this project were some of my most difficult. very physically and mentally deteriorating .....
waking up to constant feelings of emptiness, lethargy and solitude.
Sleeping as much as possible in a desperately misguided attempt to escape myself.
I had been pacing about in my mind about it for months but i was starting to accept a shortened span, thinking selfishly and secretly deciding my fate internally.
In days leading up to the start of recording this i had basically given up on life and had started writing a suicide letter, I had mostly checked out of my own existence.
Around this time id recently reconnected with my cousin Chr1s Love and each time I went over to his place, id record a song..
The ideas then began flowing.... id been hit with a sudden urge to persevere, to convert my thoughts and feelings and create again much sooner rather than later.
One day whilst heading to Chris’ I began reading the letter again.
With a newly reignited spark I then DARED myself to finish the same piece of writing as something positive instead. To possibly create something of beauty from the expansive void of my darkest moments.
I eventually hand drew the album art and had a finished produt ready to share...
This was the outcome.
‘Will You Answer?’
I Sincerely Thank You For Listening & Hope You Enjoy!
(P.S - If there's anybody out there that's going through any tough times and would like somebody to talk to, please feel free to reach out to me at: Thecalloftheded@gmail.com )