Being A Fake Christian
Some people say it's easy being a fake Christian, in my honest opinion because I am a fake Christian, I can tell you sincerely it isn't easy to fake at being a Christian at all. Genuine Christians expect more from your character. They also expect you to keep your commitments to the faith even if you know deep down that all revealed religion is complete bullshit. I can believe in a God just fine, I think it's reasonable to believe in a God to a certain extent just like I think it's reasonable to believe in a after life even, I just can't believe in the Bible God. I believe a God or Supreme Being created existence, I just think that God created existence over billions of years of evolution, and by guiding that evolution by his divine intelligence, providence and will. I believe in a God that reveals itself through the workings of creation, but I don't believe in a God that reveals itself through the so called corruptible holy books, written by corrupt men with sinister agendas. To me the true word of God is the creation we behold. I don't believe these so called words of God are the real word of God. They might have been inspired by God perhaps to a certain extent, but I don't believe fundamentally that God created the world as it is described in these written books of mankind. So no it isn't easy being a fake Christian, it would be much easier if I could be a open Deist and not just open about my Deism, but also open about my Satanist and Luciferian outlooks as well, but considering my earned reputation, my job, and the future insurance of my survival I pretend at being a Christian. I don't believe fundamentally that the Bible is anything more than a book of myths, allegories, symbolic jestures, and fairytales. If anything I believe the Bible has only a small grain of truth within it, while the rest of it is all lies and falsehoods. The God of the Bible is a morally repugnant character on top of it, if the Bible God is my Father, then consider me an Orphan, because I don't honestly care to believe in him. I don't want anything to do with that despicable evil monster. I do however believe in a God, but my God is the author of creation. My God is Nature's God (Satan) who reveals himself through the orderly workings of nature, creation and the universe described by science, understood and known by reason and directly experienced spiritually by my own life experiences. Beyond this point I pretend to be a Christian as a tool of deception, not because I genuinely believe in the Bible or the Bible God, but because it's easier to fool people, then convince people that they are all fooled. Maybe one day I will be able to be more open about my Deist beliefs and come out of the closet with it. Until then I will continue playing the part of a Christian, that I know honestly is just as much bullshit as the revealed religion of Christianity itself, hell I even play a better fake Christian then most fake Christians I have known before which is kind of scary when I really think about it, oh well fools will be fooled, Christians can have their Jesus Christ, but in my house Satan is Lord. Hail Satan Our Lord!