Letter sent, I read an article about when some tells you "they need space" what it is you need to do. I learned a lot by reading that, so I followed the steps and I sent a letter out in to the universe. It felt sort of a relief that I could communicate regardless of when I get an response to it or not. I feel like my mind has been so active, thinking of all the possible variables of a response it was keeping me up at night. I did all that I can do in this situation, I can only take care of myself right now. Understand that whatever happens next is out of my control and finding the space in which to be ok with that. At the end of the day I know who I am, I know what's in my heart and being alone isn't the end of the world.