So #Limboland - here we are.
I'm not sure how to characterise my experience right now: I feel a little lost.
I'm waiting on an appointment with my neurologist, during this appointment, he will either confirm or deny that I have #MS. To be perfectly frank, I almost want him to confirm it.
It's not that I want this condition, it's not that at all- it's rather that I want an explanation for the things I feel- the numbness, tingling, pain, vertigo, dizziness - I just want to understand what these things are. Getting a confirmed ddx of #MS would do that, whereas this #Limboland thing. It's v difficult.
I'm being dysfunctional, and reading everything I can on #MS - I know how my symptoms fit and I understand how the 2010 McDonald Criteria is being applied to my case. I know what my neurologist is doing, I know why I had the LP, I know what the two MRIs are for and I understand that, to look at, whatever neurological disorder I have closely resembles #MS.
But, that's all I know- and all I will know, until my neurologist gets back to me.