I have so many good memories from that time. My first good experience with men. They respected and admired me like no man in my life before. I chose to do it. I stayed true to myself while doing it. I opened up to them and told them my feelings and stories of my life. I tried to make them laugh, make them feel special and listened to. I felt like I was giving out love and attention. Two consenting people having fun together. Porn is not always fake and superficial.