That night I couldn't sleep and decided to dance on the grass barefoot. Prior to that, I cried my eyes out. Where does this unbearable psychological pain come from? After a while, I had no tears left and my mood swang to "I'm high on emotions". I swear it's like I was on drugs. So I just kept on my headphones, max volume and I sank into the numbness and the euphoria. Yessss.