Today I signed to rent an apartment. Oh my god. I have a home now. I have my very first safe place. I am so proud of myself. So proud. A year ago I was fighting to come back to the surface not even believing in myself. And now I have a HOME. <3 I also met my last sugar daddy tonight. It was supposed to be a job interview because I am looking for ways to increase my income. But instead, he just made me feel like shit about my achievements and comforted me that I can always call him if I need some cash and kisses. Go fuck yourself. I don't need cash. I prefer to work sitting on the floor than buy a desk with your money. I felt dumb for going there. He doesn't see my value. I kept speaking about my qualifications and what I've done. I have experience in the field. It upset me because he made me go there by offering an opportunity to work as an accounting assistant and after two hours of chit-chatting he said I don't have enough qualifications. Euhm, sorry, yes I do. And you can't bring me down. I have a job I love and it's legal. I have a home with a signed contract. I have an amazing partner. And on top of that, I am independent. Sometimes I look at this man I love so much and tell myself that I must be pretty great if someone like him is into me.