This loneliness that settled so
long ago, that sits in
the corner of my brain grinning & cackling every time my
heart flutters just a bit;
it is not the death of the soul like many think.
Loneliness is not the death of the soul. Letting things
settle on the mind & heart, so
that they are weighed down; IMMOBILITY
is the death of the soul.
There are times when i can pretend to be like most, then there
are times i refuse to be around
anyone, to waste my time putting up
everyone will eventually
resent me for
I need a new scenario, a new set of rules & rituals
to live by, i need to
walk new ground, i need a new
set of people to break me in, i need to know i
can be someone else.