"What are you doing?"
"I don't even know anymore."
He sat down next to me with his tablet and put in his earbuds. I continued to lay in bed, with my lavender and rice neck pillow warm beneath my neck, a quartz crystal balanced on my forehead and a jade stone over my heart. Desperate for some kind of emotional relief for my anxiety and distress. I prayed, but tonight it didn't seem to matter one way or the other. So I threw some rocks that Pinterest recommended where they recommended.
Did it help? No.
It was worth a shot though. Sometimes you just need to try it to make sure it really doesn't work.