Lot of you might have some silent curiosity on my usage of verbs, nouns and metaphors. I cannot say why my mind works in a certain, uncertain manner,where language comes to play. However,in self defense I can quote my favourite writer, Kafka, who once said :every creation is laced with an uncertain and unexpected streaks of colours out of the box of sanity...
If I add to what Kafka said then I believe writing in a foreign language and being a foreigner helps one to bend the language, its principles and it's expressions much easier than said.
I do agree,at times,that might create a sense of disruption and anarchy to the mind of those who are the carriers of the native languages.
However, a certain amount of patience and understanding of the possible deconstruction,on part of the native will definitely assist the overall process of creation as history of creativity and languages suggest that confluence or influence of foreign elements often helped the language or creation to resist an untimely death, otherwise expected.
However, this piece of writing is not to claim my place as someone creating or deconstructing the language in a great manner, but just to explain how my mind works while articulating my expression towards Art & literature.