A very long time no see. It's been months since I last posted and they have been FULL. Full of being active and running a business, of self development and spiritual discovery.
If you remember or take a look at my last posts before going MIA, you will see that I was battling depression. I've been battling it most of my life really, and the fact that I am finally, FINALLY seeing a light at the end of this tunnel, that the tunnel is actually starting to disintegrate and I can see light everywhere, is more amazing than I have words for.
I'm not taking medication or going to therapy, although if that works for you, great! What I did, honestly, was simply wish really, really hard to be better. I wished for myself to heal and be happy and turn my life around. I wished to be the best version of myself and last but not least, to be able to love myself. And then the most amazing things started happening. I started meeting people and discovered books and courses and alternative therapies that have all steadily and amazingly helped me get out of the hole I was in. I discovered the importance of true positive thinking, I discovered I had true, actual power over my life and could manifest the most incredible things and I stopped feeling like I was a leaf in the wind, just blown every which way.
So yeah. It's been an amazing eight months. I still have a lot of work with myself ahead of me, the process has just begun. It's not easy to shed all the limitative thinking patterns that I've inherited from my parents and society. But I feel safe now. I've learned how to ask for help and are beginning to feel good about accepting it.
I'm doing really great for the first time in my life. And it's freaking awesome!
#depression #hope #power #positivethinking #love