A bloody rant of the day:
I hate how society views relationships in this current age. The idea that we must all fuck each other and walk away seems to be a continuing norm these days. People just fuck and leave and fuck and leave and honestly I’m tired of this ridiculous non sense of people trying to escape from being attached to each other. Or commitment. All it comes down to is commitment, actually being vulnerable and fearing truth. I may sound conceited but I just am sick and tired of this running around for an idea most people don’t have anymore. We have created a new fairy tale, where love with one person is a myth. Does no one see how twisted this fairy tale is as well? When will we all awake to the reality that we are just running away from our fears. Its fucking with my head and I can’t deal with this way of living anymore. Both men and women are just running away from the truth and the more we run the more energy we kill, leaving us truly unsatisfied and down. I live mostly to myself because I can’t stand this way of thinking. People worry me. I’m so finished with trying to find that perfect ideal relationship when so many are solely focused on one thing. Sex. But true sex, when denied of vulnerability turns out to be only two animals fucking each others brains out senseless. It’s exactly what it is, senseless. I could cry over and over again from all the people who have used me and left, without even acknowledging how notorious their behaviour has become. People see no quandary in their actions and therefore they see no reason to change. I’m tired of being tired and sick of being sick. The day will come when everyone is alone and doesn’t know what to do and on that day I’ll be very content for perhaps they will see the need to change. Yes I am ranting but so are all of you.