This experiment I'm conducting in NOT signing all-the-things is very uncomfortable. Part of it pings my constant anxiety that I might ever be lying accidentally, or perceived as lying if I misspeak, though I can't logically see how failure to type -E- at the end of every post and ping would ever be such. Part of it is feeling like I'm letting myself disappear into a crowd by letting go of my little individualism.
Why would I be so afraid of being lost, when every indication I have is that my sense of self is strong to a fault? Am I afraid that if I stop insisting otherwise, I'll start seeing the Emperor's clothes?