LIFE IS FUCKING COOL-that is just what i have to keep telling myself. each and every day when i get up i am my own motivational speaker. when you have been to hell and back. when you do not want to remain there you wake up every day with major ass gratitude and fill your self up. i remind myself of my journey every step of the good stuff. i remind my self of my mantra's EVERY LIFE MATTERS - LIFE IS SO FUCKING COOL EVERY WORD HAS MEANING & EVERY LIFE HAS A PURPOSE. by day's end i have no control sometimes of how i will feel but my mornings are piss and vinegar.