When I think about you, I can still feel the pain.
I want to release all the pain and trauma held in spaces between us.
I don't know if I can be your friend, but I know that I am trying.
Even if one day I realize that I cannot, I will still respect and honor what we had.
Everything was real even if it tormented my mental health.
There were a lot of bright/warm moments we shared. And I am forever grateful for the times when you pulled me out of the dark.