Hello dear void,
Life is getting unbearable. I hate it so much. I don't even know what makes me happy anymore. I'm just trying to survive again. No goals are being met and I feel like I'm just being harder on myself and giving myself more burden. I know that life isn't simple but is it always going to get harder from here? I hate it. I fucking hate it so much. I have no motivation. No joy to do what I love. There's nothing. I feel so empty and have nothing to look forward to anymore. I'm breaking. Again. Fucking shit, I hate this feeling.