I miss my cousin when she wasnt labelling herself and doing things to herself for attention and thought she was pretty and loved ellie goulding over everyone and dressed in pink dresses and loved girly fashion and didnt swear and was cheerful and happy and fun to be around. For the new year, i want her to come back to me. The mara i know now is different, and maybe its because i dont like thinking of her growing up, but shes changed. She changed from the smiley happy little girl i knew. Shes changed from the confident pretty girl i knew my whole life. Shes changed, and shes different, and i want my mara back.