i was just thinking about it and im a really lucky person and i should be really grateful for the life i was given. Not that im ungrateful, but maybe i should take a step back sometimes. I have two parents who love me & do things for me on a whim, a sister that looks up to me, i have all of these nice things that other people dont have (i.e. a phone, my own tv, a car, etc), ive got friends that care about me, i have the means to go places like downtown, and beyond that, im lucky enough to be given the opportunity to go to college and give myself a life i can be proud of. I think thats really special and i forget that sometimes.