So gentle now
Cry in my blood maybe it's yours
They won't find me
They won't find you sweet boy
Unlock the door
Hush you know you want it
You want the key
My monster kiss
1* Intro (They Key is the Monster Kiss)
3*If you think that I'm beauty fool!
5*Now there's no going back
Platform 9-3/4*Shake the Inner realms
10*Now see the End as the real beginning
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Good evening anyone who might come here reading me.Who said Muses were dead gone?ha!There's always another one in there, coming out of the light or out of the dark depending on who's talking through me.Sometimes I must sound pretty neurotic or verging schizophrenia( but thank God I'm not! Not even really insane, I mean I love sweet madness and unusual but real insanity is so scary, sometimes I could only just of me being really insane like losing my mind for real( there would be more than one reason ha! but thank Goddess I've got a dang good sense of humour and a bottle of cynism so I can say cheers! and protect myself!
Yeah I know I must be writing to myself again, but we're always mostly talking to ourselves because you know,nobody gives a effing damn about us, what we do or say.You can see it. Or well maybe it's me, I'm not listening, not being present, not caring that much, trying, but being so disconnected,emotionless somehow,spectator of this world Tragedy sometimes you can laugh about it...Oh well, on a lighter note yesterday I read in a blog somewhere all the good things that happened in 2016 and yes yes this did cheer me up, I smiled and I felt somehow comforted....
has anyone seen Good Behavior, just discovered that show this morning and really I was drawn and inspired by the story, the characters, so alone and twisted in their own ways that's the kind of thing that can awake my passionate heart whenever she's kinda asleep...sleepwalking for sure, for now kinda dead walking...too many hours of sleep deprived...I'm used to that I'll always have cycles of insomnia, cycles of anxiety bullshit and whatnot...When I remember a peak of anxiety disorder in last April God! I could barely go out from my house and I had to, for my kids, to work and so forth...it was a fucking fight everyday, praying tomorrow it'll be milder than this...draining.okay better try and get some sleep.