I started this account to get through to someone I have blocked on all other social media accounts, and phone, and E-mail... He hurt me, My heart, my soul. He ruined me, got me so drunk I could not possibly make any clear decisions, though I know we were both lonely, so lonely... to get back at his wife for fucking some guy in a parking lot while we were inside eating with a bunch of my friends. Then they Both committed the ultimate betrayal. Over and over and over and over again, over-stepping bounds, calling people, spreading rumors and lies, taking over parts of my world that were, what I thought, untouchable. as small town crazy does. But they did it with flying colors.
So I started a smear campaign against them, that back-fired of course. You have to be truly evil to make a smear campaign work. And their's did, to a point. They took everything nearest and dearest to me, but I still
have my art, my home(which I lost for three and a half months to get away from them), and myself.
Raise a glass and join me with an OJ/Mimosa toast!
To those who fuck us over
To those who steal our friends
To those whose only purpose is to do the heavy lifting (and then fuck off),
May we drink to see the end of them.
OK OK... I'm bitter, I'm a Nasty Woman, but I'm also sweet as honey to those who are sweet to me.
Not in a Fake way, Not in a way to get ahead, or abuse trust or physical/emotional boundaries, But Real.
Like breathing into someone mouth, CPR, life saving breath. Real.
You don't let the ring-leader of the circus fuck with what's real. (That's Danger for you) You don't let them lie and steal what is so precious to you that you would throw your body on the tracks to protect. You lock it away, a truth inside a truth inside a truth hidden and happy and living and breathing quite well behind a close-mouthed smile.
BTW- This couple are repeat offenders. They must be stopped. I thought I could do it, but most of the people I know are either crazy or junkies or artists or blinded by need.
So, Like Morgan Freeman said, "Just stop talking about it and the problem will go away." (He was referring to Race in an interview with Mike Wallace some years ago... Just stop talking about it. Stop thinking about it. Stop writing about it. But like I said- I started this E-Log to breakthrough to someone.