My Soul Aches
Today we meet for the first time.
You did not know it but there was a spark.
It caught fire and my soul chimed.
It sure has left its scorching mark.
Though now I wonder how I fall so hard.
I really need to learn how to raise my voice.
Sadly, my heart has its own guard.
This heart of mine will not make its choice.
Now I wonder if I will ever be able to tell you.
Is this what it feels like to find your soul.
I truly have no clue.
It feels like I am not whole.
I will just be silent.
I will wait to see if you notice.
The guard is being violent.
I might just be your white lotus.