“Nothing to Bank on”
Our world blackens between you and me,
No hope towards our future, only parked misery.
Love formed a cruel weapon, to peel away at my heart.
You’re the one I blame, you tore me apart.
Now I burden existence with stories untold.
Consumed in memories, bound and sadness, so lonely, so cold.
I tear at my skin, to free me from you, as hate grows
into logic, in search of what’s true.
I break all the windows so I can peer through.
I run for the door to escape towards what’s new.
I can’t bear the shame in my heart that is fear,
A life without you to share with here,
Barely surviving this, with the grasp of my knife,
I thank all my influences I never made you my life.