Very few things are keeping me going right now. When it hits you, it's like there's no escape. All you wanna do is scream, cry, not move. Your mind runs wild with thoughts you wish you had never thought of. You wanna reach out to someone but you're afraid of what they might think or say. You feel alone. Defeated.
I know there's many people out there that don't believe or fear tarot cards, but in this situation I turned to them. At this moment it was my gleam of light in pure darkness. Made me believe that everything will be alright and that I just have to keep pushing forward.